personality

Considerate Creator

pickles and onions? ohhh peppers and onions!

the calculus test was ridiculous and I know I failed ugh

so something in my car burst and now my breaks don't work
my grandpa and dad are going to fix it tomorrow though

i had to go to work at 5 and got off at 9:30
it was so weird actually working on a week night
but kdjfld i don't work on halloween, I am so going trick or treating!

I hope you're happy now.

Cynthia and I went dress shopping for her mom's wedding. kdfjld, i can never find one.
but yea, our day consisted of the following-
youtube videos(livelavalive)
photobooths
cookies with faces on a stick
chick-fil-a and sitting at the most inconveniant table
making videos in my car to the morning light and 3oh3
wal-mart and a million trick or treaters

after I dropped her off I decided that I just wanted to go driving. So I did. I listened to Bayside right before I got home and it was perfect.

Nevershoutnever! on tuesday! can not wait.

Monday

After school I feel asleep at 2:30 and didn't wake up til 6:30. I called Cynthia and she told me to come to her brothers band concert so I left like 10 minutes later. I swear I was still asleep when I got there.
It was so strange being in those halls. I mean it's been literally 4 years since I've been there.
After that we ran to my car and started driving to her house. Her mom called and said that they decided to go to McDonalds so we turned around and went.

that's that.

Sunday

I worked for 2 hours in the morning and apparently some of the clocks had changed by mistake so when I was leaving work I had no idea what time it was. I was call everyone to find out haha

Later, Micha and I went to walmart and then to get pizza from sir pizza..

whatever.

I don't believe that you're alright.

Woke up at 11 and spent most of the day just being lazy.
I lost my keys somewhere in my mom's house so grandpa had to bring the extra so I could drive to work. I worked from 6-9:30. It was ok.

I was listening to The Morning Light's new cd on the way home. It's definitely a late night driving cd. I sat in my car for a few minutes when I got home just listening to it and thinking about everything. Everything is going to change soon. I'm excited. Scared also. I'm going to be 18 in 5 months! That's unbelievable to me.

I can't wait to get out of here.

No internet.

The internet at my mom's house isn't working so I was unable to post yesterday.
I worked for 2 hours then DJ and I went to my mom's house. We picked up Tokyo Express before hand. :]
I watched new Degrassi episodes and started to miss the old cast. It's weird that most of the cast is younger than me
Watched Icarly and I still love Spencer. If I ever met the guy who plays him I'm probably die.
Watched a documentary about James Dean. I cryed ALOT. It's just weird that I can relate to someone from 5 decades ago like that. I never knew that we only had like 3 movies and died only 18 months after he moved to hollywood. It's amazing that he's such an icon when he was around for such a small amount of time. It's very inspiring. I need to watch Rebel Without a Cause.

I called Cynthia later and we talked about our living arrangments when we move to California. I get more and more excited for this everyday. It seems realer and realer everyday.

you've got to run right back to the start

went to school
went to work
then to the mall with DJ and Jordan
almost got lost in greensboro
saw many people i haven't seen in 4 years
bought manchester orchestra cd

real post soon

wednesday

summer asked if she could call lisa "obama momma momma" haha

i refuse to talk politics

tuesday

i missed 2 days blah

i've been reading too many blogs which is causing me to neglect my own

dorrrk

blogblogblog

i am obsessed with blogs
i've started to read so many

i ate mexican food today yum :]

headband

my titles are also random.
i can't think of anything so I just look around and sound out the name of everything i see and whatever sounds right i type it.

I go to work at 6 and afterwards I'm going to my mom's house.

Micha bought me a bracelet from nascar days, it's cute.

I want to see steel train, dear and the headlights, copeland, lovedrug, lydia, socratic, and house of fools next week. that's 3 different shows and I better get to go to at least one of them.

you were better before you got better than me

woke up at 5:30 and thought I was going to puke
thankfully I didn't

8:00-went to the elementary school. little kids are so cute :]
9:30-went to school
1:30-home to eat
2:00-work
8:30-home

busy busy busy
my feet hurt, my back hurts

i like his smile.

today

the kindergartners are so cute :]

DJ, Jordan, and I went to high point. I lost my keys in target. Thankfully someone turned them in. Went to 3 stores looking for chex mix. haha

yea, that's it

yesterday.

to get our minds off of the show we went to four seasons.
we tryed going to hooters and got lost, when we finally got there it was packed so we just went to wendys instead.

i bought set your goals cd.

this is for yesterday.

I all I have to say is fuck sold out shows.

I checked the tickets at 12 and they were still available. When my mom finally decides she'll take us to see Every Avenue and The Maine, I get online. Guess what? sold out.
It was only 5 hours later.

I've got all the drugs in the world.

I didn't forget today!

today was pretty simple.
wake up-school-eat-sleep-internet-gossip girl

random stuff-
i usually only wear v-necks, gray, purple, or my cardigan.
oh and band tees.

I'm thinking of cutting a person out of my life or at least not talking to them as much. This person, whom I've been friends with since middle school always has to say things that arn't neccessary to me. I don't know it's just getting plain rude and I really don't care if she says she's joking. She knows that it makes me mad. Honestly I never get mad. Ever.
and I've gotten mad at her at least 5 times. Like mad where I want to slap her.
I can understand the reason why her sister treats her the way she does...

October 12

hahaha I forgot to post yesterday for yesterday. This is getting ridiculous.

So my mom and I ended up watching Nights in Rondanth. It was pretty good. My mom was crying when we were leaving haha. There are some cute guys who work at the mall.
As soon as we got home I took Zach and Cameron to the mall. It was fun. I bought them cookies, they played in the gameroom and some how we managed to spend over 2 hours there. Then we left and ate at Tokyo Express. It was good but made me and Zach feel a bit sick.
I saw this guy there that I had saw at the mall. It was funny.

We went home afterwards. Then me and DJ left for Dad's house.
That was pretty much my entire day.

We better go to the show wednesday because we were talking about it last night and I have an amazing plan haha. We're so manipulative.

October 11

ahhh so I forgot to post yesterday!
eh, i'll just post twice today.
So, I went into work at 6 yesterday and as soon as I get there Mandy comes out and says "you want a night off?" so I said "yeaaaah"
haha
so I went back home and watched youtube videos with Jordan and Lisa. I told Lisa about the show wednesday. I hope we go because I haven't been to a show with her in a year and we used to go together all the time. Plus, Cynthia and I started talking about it and we always get over excited about things and I'm going to be disappointed if we don't get to go :[
At 9:30 I went to pick up DJ from the rec center and we went to my Mom's house. On the way there I told him to put in a CD so he put in The Academy Is... new cd. I was just sitting there singing along when I realized HE was singing along hahahha. If you knew my brother you would understand how funny that is because the only thing he ever listens to is rap music. He knew every word!

When we got to my Mom's house Zach, DJ, and I watched Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure. I'd never seen it. It was hilarious.

I'm about to go to the movies with my mom. We're either going to see Nights at Rodanth or Fireproof. Probably the 1st because I have this thing against Kirk Cameron. I'm not exactly sure what it is.

October 10

So it's not technically October 10 but I mean it basically is and I don't want to miss a day!

So, we went to the daycares this morning in 1st block and the little kids made me cry. I have no idea why but recently everytime I see little kids I start crying. It's not sad crying but it's defiantly not laughing too much crying either. Thankfully, noone noticed this morning though haha.

In Calculus everyone was complaining about how hard the new section is and how they don't understand it. I understand it though. Like completely. More than anything else we've done in there. It makes me feel smart. Which probably makes me really geeky. But I really don't care.

Oh, and I cut a pineapple in half by myself at work. :]
you don't understand how happy that makes me

Magic.

If you don't think that your job is the best job there is then it's probably not the best job for you.

The day that we change.

I didn't go to school today and then when I went to the doctor I couldnt even get an appointment because my mom hasnt got my insurance card yet!
I need medicine to stop coughing!!

I hate feeling ashamed of people that I care so much for. Do you really think you need to go that far to make people like you? I don't know it's just disappointing.

Molecules.

Today as I was washing my hands at school I noticed how amazing the little molecules looked as I quickly took my hands out from the faucet. The tiny beads of water that formed and then quickly disappeared were beautiful.
I don't know, it was just one of those "I'm alive, being alive is great, life is beautiful" moments.

In other news, I played hide and seek with Lisa, Jordan, and DJ tonight. It was actually refreshing. I'm glad I don't feel like I'm too cool/too old to do stuff like this.

I realized that my soul mate is the older brother from ICarly. Not the actor, the actual character. I mean it sucks because it's unlikely that it will work out. Ugh, I guess I'll have to settle for someone other than my soul mate. I'm so weird. But seriously everything that guy does makes me say "I'd married him right now." over and over.

I want to meet someone in real life that makes me feel that way.

Pink Lemonade.

Woke up, took shower, work
Went to Tokyo Express with Micha then the mall.
I bought a purple wallet and bought Micha a cat mask. It's cute.

So, I have about 10 dollars right now. Sucks.

I always have interesting stuff to put in here but when actually try to post, I can't remember anything.
figures

Who's to say.

I feel like crap. My throat is a lot worse and I can barely talk.
At least it sounds funny when I sing. Which amuses me way more than it should.

ughughugh

My throat and head hurt so bad. Ugh, with the exception of the last 2 winters I've had brochitis every year since 6th grade.

Just got home from work. It was ok. School was good.

It's weird because I've always hated going to school. But not once have I hated it this year. It's strange.
Which is unfortunate since it's my last year.

I want these boots Cynthia was telling me about so bad.

Say Anything and Saves the Day better be coming to Greene Street this year or I'm going to be pissed.

Samson.

I haven't listened to Regina Spektor in such a long time.
Amazingamazingamazing.
I need a new Ipod. Ugh, I wish mine hadn't broke.
3rd block is hilarious.

I want to meet somebody who completly takes my breath away.

I'll write a real blog soon. I just can't really think of anything right now.

Fun.

Greene Street was so great tonight.
En Serenade! I love them everytime I see them.
Red Car Wire-Great
Never Shout Never-kdjfl so so so amazing. acoustic. clapping.snapping. sing alongs. ekkk.
I've had my license for a week and I've already been to Greene Street twice and I want to go sunday to see Ailyne.

I can't remember the last time I felt so good for such a long period of time. It's refreshing.

life is great.

oh and there was an old man at walmart who had a tag on the front of his car that said "Randleman" hahaha.